SHE'S APHRODITE

A New Chapter

2011-10-23T02:25:00.000-07:00

Everyday we wake up we're the smartest we've become. That's just life, isn't it? There's no 'the last and final', until the last and final... there's no 'never again', until life is over. Everyday's a chance and everyday's a change. Sometimes we change too. Sometimes people aren't happy we've who we've become and sometimes we lose friends we wish we could keep for life. Most importantly, the person who's gonna live with you forever = yourself, and that's why I think no matter what we think of ourselves or what people say - do it because you want to make yourself happy and do it most importantly because YOU KNOW WHY.

What's the difference with being a 24" waister from a 25" waister? it doesn't make a difference to the physical eye, or the physical things, it doesn't make you prettier and it doesn't make you smarter.

What's a quality life? Eating all the right foods at the right time of the day with the right schedule ( ripped off from some 'Eating for Dummies' site ... or eating just whatever you miss and like, and spend everyday being happy with someone you love?

What if i said things and made principles I've decided to go back on?

What if I realise I don't know what I'm gonna be 10 years down the line, IF i'll be around in 10 years, or what I would have? Would it be disappointing? Would I be disappointed? What if I gave up something for all the right reasons now and 10 years down the line I see that reason as the thing that screwed my whole life up? What if I'm being stupid now when I'm feeling smart?

I thought about it.
And I think it all doesn't matter that much.

The finish line doesn't count anything - it sums the race up. It's the race that counts, from the starting line to the giving up to the struggle and whichever number you finish, everything counts and you've finished the race just as much as anyone else in it has.

I realise instead of being afraid to lose someone, we should appreciate and enjoy everyday spent with them and this actually cultivates a rare feeling I've never self-developed before: the feeling of security because the more things done together the more of little things you notice and once you appreciate that you learn to accept their love as much as you give them yours. Your time together is not worth worrying about your time's not together.

I thought I had a job that would bear me a career. And then suddenly I have so many doubts! It's not that I'm afraid - I just feel i've lost that... meaning, that drive and everything else with it. Or maybe i have an inner reason I'm afraid to face up to. Ok there's something about myself that pisses me off. It's a mixed feeling ok sometimes i love it sometimes I hate it. I never say 'I don't know I just feel like' i usually KNOW the reason why and my reasons are VERY extreme.

There are 2 categories of people I do everything for. 1. My boyfriend. 2. Friends. Ok list end.

I don't really, believe in what is that word - Veyron knows it i think it is rationality. Ok I have the ability to reason but I think my version of rationality differs slightly frm others. I need to do something with meaning. This is like my job. I can work all my life in a bar or like, a cafe, or maybe feed ducks and learn to love duck feeding n then write songs and poems about duck feeding not because I love duck feeding but maybe because my boyfriend or best friend owns a duck pond and rears ducks.

Although duck feeding could be at this moment flooring my list of work options in this lifetime.

If my boyfriend studied cactuses for a living, I would embody in every single aspect possible the anatomy of a bloody cactus which is also to me the most unattractive plant in the whole planet.

U see so I just feel like, I've lost the meaning in this job. Ok like let's say I do it just for the sake of self-integrity. At the end of this, I'm gonna fuck my integrity because hey maybe I'm gonna stop working cos I wanna have babies or migrate! And in the end there is nothing for me to have or continue. I'm not gonna own buildings the company builds. And if that helps build the company, the company is not mine to have or pass on. And usually that level of work requires some high amount of commitment and 'integrity' and loyalty to which I don't dare to say I have. AND before I even get that far, first of, any unforseen future of the company lies with it's owner. I'm not happy. I can be happy, but it's gonna take constant effort to remind myself.

Of course this is normal that people need to cultivate discipline to do the logical and rational and 'expected' things in life but that's just my point! It's my life and I want to be happy!

I feel I let a lot of people down and most importantly it lets myself down if I let those I care for down. If I think it's right, why am I afraid that this is gonna let ppl down and make them think I'm irresponsible or irrational? If I think I have my reasons, why am I less sure of myself and suspiciously sounding like I am defending myself rather than just speaking thoughts?!

Decisions decisions. Everyone expects you to make the right one. Everyone expects you to make the wrong one too.

Dear Diary

2010-09-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

When you turned up in my life, I knew you were special but I was afraid to make you the special one, to have to lose you means to lose something good in my life.

You made me patient...to make the right choices, not to take even the lightest chances.

There once a joke, ...I would live to make many weddings, to wear many dresses, all for the hell of living life. And I realised how unfulfilling that stupid joke was now. If it could be just you, I would say yes to you, diamond ring or not. It doesn't have to be the cruise wedding I fantasize of, it just has to be a promise you'll be with me forever. It doesn't even have to be Vera Wang or Dior, it's just gotta be you.

Time doesn't matter, time is not a challenge, it's a promise. That for as long as I feel this way I will stay close to you...come closer, stay close to me. And I pray that one day after many days, you will see I'm still there and always have been, and maybe when I mean something, I hope I will have courage to tell you I don't want to ever be apart from you.

I wake up each day wondering if you are awake.

I smile each time I get your text. I close my eyes tight everytime I miss you, so I can hear your voice, so I can rmr the funny things you said, so I can imagine you next to me.

You wake up each day not realising how much you mean to someone.

Not knowing you are my world, not knowing I have to love you from a distance.

Not knowing how special you are, and how much I feel for you.

And because I have never been this way, I'm afraid for you to find out, for it to all go away before I've had enough...before it's something I lose, or will never have. Cos right now this is a true thing i've found.

I will always follow you, if you fall I will catch you, I will pull you up the only way I can, but I will never say a word of how I feel...if this is real, you can read it in my smile n u can see it in my eyes n feel the exact way inside, so i dun have to explain, so i dun have to make people understand anymore, cos u understand me perfectly.

I.L.Y., J.L. :)

Back from the undead

2010-05-02T05:05:00.001-07:00

It's time to catch up with time :) Unwritten happenings and unpublished posts are getting one too many...been so damn lazy! What's wrong with me :c

SO. recap, recap, recap.

1) Harrier got sold off. Don't ask why, the illogicality of it is beyond stupid reasoning.

i miss you, babey. u kept me safe in near death situations.

2) Hence realising the inconvenience caused by that big time wrong move, now i have a new/lousy car.

3) Ollie my best babe who was like nearly in every post of yamcha and limteh and clubbing left to Aussieland to be with Mr. Peter Kong @ her fiance. also to study lar. but we know which comes first. Losing ur best friend is like losing ur reason to live, like for real.

It's like suddenly u wake up and realise things aren't gonna be the same, and it's desperately real. Nothing you can do to change it, because she's getting on with her life. No more mornin laksa. No more tea at each other's house. No more playtime with doggies. No more telling off frm her about me skipping class/jacking men/being rude. No more pearl tea. No more never ending shopping for bras and panties. No more her :c

Life just isn't the same, and the sad thing is you changed my life this way.

4) I've got a night job :) @ Emperor, Travilion Pub Centre.

- been on it for 2 months, gonna be done wiv it by end of May.

5) Veyron babey and I started our own e-boutique! :)

Check out our new arrivals!

THE NEW VANITY FAIR on Facebook

6) Am contemplating getting a tattoo, seriously.

It's a siren that covers my left shoulder, over my whole back, and the tail of the siren ends over the front of my right hip, and the japanese blossoms end a little under my butt/thigh.

But I don't stay 22 forever. When I'm 50, with this flower over my back, am I going to regret?

7) I have a desperate need/want for Blackberry Bold 2 9700.

Found it for RM1580 without the line. OMGOMG. awesome deal.

( anyone else interested contact me! )

8) My 22nd birthday is coming in 9 days.

Am deciding what I should do:

- A beach BBQ @ Lundu/Sematan + 1 night stay

- A drink down @ Emperor 1 ( Travilion )

- A quiet dinner with awesome food and my closest mates

9) I'm repeating Semester 3 becos i failed :c Nice. LimKokWing for another year.

10) LAST BUT DEFINITELY AND TOTALLY NOT LEAST,

I AM OFFICIALLY UNSINGLE.

I'm with William Lee, 2010.

( if you want the story you have to wait til the next post )

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or the end of this post, if I have integrity to blog.

ok i decided i dun have integrity to blog.

Stay hooked til the next post, ppl!

The Woman Learns Respect.

2009-10-19T02:22:00.001-07:00

OH YEAH BABEY.

YESYES. You thought I was dead again! BUT! i've just had a change of scenery and I have to tell you i'm not completely happy with this layout but it's gonna be under construction ( ...yeah, we've been through this as well ),...and hopefully i'd stick with this very nice mellow layout. ( it doesn't mean i completely like it ).

ANYWAY. Just some reading stuff since you were so nice to stop by at this fat hibernating blog.

I'm inevitably ticked off to the max, by this one girl, Akay Omoijiade.

OMFG MY POOR BLOG IS MUTATED BY THIS. I can't believe i'm wasting my time on sum nigerian chick.

"Oh nooo Jillian, what did she dooo? O.o"

So the story goes:-

As everybody ( now u do! ) knows, I'm dating Mr. Right - Arzmy Hargreaves. Short introduction: He's a 22 yr old piloting cadet in the msian flyin academy, mix of irish-hindi and a chinese-malay mother. So yesh he's basically a very yummy fruit salad. SO, my boyfie knows this girl, Akay Omoijiade. They never had anything, although the girl has shown some interest in some inaudible text msges ( spelling and grammar all over the place like some secret coding BUT MIND U IT'S "ENGLISH"!! )...and I'm the sort of girl who doesn't really give a damn if a girl decides to hit on my man - if you can take him, take him.

AND ALL THAT JUST CHANGED BECAUSE I'VE NEVA MET A SKANK LIKE THIS! =D

I would usually ignore things as such, because I always think if a man bugs me it's my call to say 'NO' to. N vice versa if a chick hits on him, it's his queue to say wadever he wans or cheats if he wans of course it's his consequence but YEAH...now that I'm dating Amz i don't get shit like that cos he kicks them off anyway. ( yeap, Mr. Right ). And you see don't get me wrong, I always encourage my man to have friends who are chicks.

But the thing is, when your man is annoyed with the girl, naturally u would be too.

At first it was seriously funny reading her retarded grammar in texts that Amz showed me. Then Amz began to tell me things that she's saying "I Miss You", and telling him things he didn't wanna know like "My eye is red." In a much more difficult way to read, of course. And buggin him to come online when he says he's busy, just because she's bored. "Hey where r u, come online...i'm bored." "Hey, come online.." smth like dat lar.

One day Amz told her that he's really serious with me and wants to get engaged. She thought it was "freaky". HAHA.

I could not ignore the fact that this girl began to become more incessant in her texting after my boyfriend told her all this corny stuff about wanting to marry me lar. Apparently she didn't buy it or she didn't want to. Like, if u've been his text buddy since forever then I would be tellin my man that hey u noe it's not nice to suddenly block her out cos she's ur friend, rite? -- but thing is she only started texting him a lot after he told her he was involved with me.
After a while u jus get annoyed cos funny and retarded things don't stay amusing forever.

Things that ticked me off in no specific order:-

1. She sends him text after text even though he didn't respond to her ( and when he did it was short and non-conversational ) ...and instead of heeding the possibility THAT HE WAS TRYING TO IGNORE HER, she passed it off as "i guess ur busy".

2. One time for no understandable reason she texted amz smth about being scared cos ( the text was seriously inaudible, it was like arab in english alphabets...OR, it could have been Stupid, in english ) and spelt Voldermort as "Voldermoth" WTF. I'm not a Harry Potter fan but i never called him Harry Pottie.

3. She says "I miss u to him". Which i think is not appropriate if you don't acknowledge me as his girl. If u know me and we'r all mates why not rite?

4. She calls him baby duck/duckling.
( somebody please show me the appeal in this? in hokkien she's calling my babey a giggolo. )

5. She tells him things he doesn't want to know, like who she saw at the stupid park or something. And the texts keep coming, and it's just annoying I think, when you always get texts from someone not close to you and who's shown interest before.

5. Ultimately, i'm hearing this everyday from my man. I dun check up on him I don't need to. I dun call or know every girl in his phone, and frankly i don't care. He doesn't check up on me either. So if he's tellin me everyday it's like after a while it gets so annoying that she's in everyday's topic. Then I start to feel stupid that I'm letting it happen.

For me, it's annoying when I am being told by my boyfriend what she did.

I'm not the sort who reads my boyfriend's msges and kicks the crap out of him for like texting girls.

But there are exceptional cases that tick me off because the girl appears persistent and disrespectful.

So one day, I lost it after she texted my boyfriend this warm and long message on Merdeka Day. Wtf, i'm Malaysian and I don't even text everyone Happy Merdeka and enjoy ur holiday blablabla like it's the best holiday of the year, GODDAMNIT IT'S NOT CHRISTMAS.
And we know what happens wen i lose it! :)

So I got her number from her friend, and called this chick.
You know WHAT? I was actually NICE. For my standard.

Her: ( on the 4th call that she finally picked up ) Hello?
Me: Is this Akay?
Her: Yea...
Me: I'm Jillian. Amz fiancee.
Her: OWHH... HI...
Me: -.- yes anyway i'm calling to say that all this thing goin on with u texting my boyfriend "baby duck" or duckling? I'm not cool with it. I understand you guys are friends, but there's limits in friendship. I'm not cool with you texting him all the time. He told me he explained to you we're about to get married?...and I think you're a girl, you should know what is inappropriate.
Her: oh! yea.. yea...okay... yea...okay.
Me: thanks. bye.

SEE?! FUCK. MY IDEAL AND HONEST INTENTION WAS TO TELL HER TO STOP BEING A SLUT!

And I reduced it to some parliament speech like that!

AND, you won't believe it.

I've heard of stupid people, and I USED TO laugh at them. I realised it's not funny when ur dealing with stupid people becos their square brains can apparently roll around in all the wrong directions:- I DUNNO WTF SHE'S BEEN TELLING PEOPLE BUT IT SOUNDS LIKE I ATTACKED HER! it's like wen I kicked Melon's butt and she sulked the whole day and Melon was black too. *insult not meant to my darling dog*

And then she would text Amz randomly like "u know today i told blablabla and he's got my back on it, he thinks Jill's crazy".
- got ur back on wat? that you should bug me? It's my life now too. I destroy pests that get in my way. YOU. ARE. A. PEST.
Oh yeaaaaah. I am. Watch out, bitch.

Does she think I have so much time to teach her wad her mother didn't? NO. I'm jus asking her to cut the crap with duckling and baby duck because it's disturbing to me AND I'M HIS GIRLFRIEND AND YOU ARE A NOBODY TO HIM.

So it became funny lar, like she's telling everyone I ...attacked her o smth, telling her friends and Amz friend. *thinks* I think if I told Ollie or Veron dat a girl called me and told me to stay away from my bf cos i'm like texting him n all dat, I think i'd be getting shit about jackin other girls' men. So does that make my girlfriends good or bad? GOOD, RITE?
- at least my girlfriends have respect and dignity man.

...maybe only hot chicks have good qualities.

Following that she had a mini forum under her status concerning me calling her lar, and her friend called me "gila."

Yea yea, i'm gila. Fo real. Because I broke into her house and jumped on her bed wen she was sleeping rite? and popped her eyes out with a fork? Shitness. Like this lar, I hope that one day, each of these girls are gonna have an experience with a skank like their friend Akay. And if they are totally fine with it, it must be because they know they are too gross for anyone else to wan em so wen ya got one jus hold on to your only hope.

Point is, there are overprotective girlfriends, crazy girlfriends, bad girlfriends, dun-give-2-fucks kind'v girlfriends...and good ones too lar. But no matter what the gf chooses to do, whether she wans to beat u up, text u, call u, bitch about u, voodoo u, it's seriously her right. It may be BAD, but it's NOT WRONG..cos it's her right cos it's her bf ur messing with.
She can call u a slut, but it's gonna be your fault whether u think u deserve it or not. It's definitely not the gf's fault cos you're rubbin ur itchy pussy over the wrong guy.
Of course, I could have chose NOT called her, but I WANTED TO. And, wadever it makes me...gila, or bitchy, or crazy,
...don't forget you are the girl who got the girlfriend mad.

And I've got a right over my man, you haven't.

Eh, Akay, if you're smart enough to come by this blog, you should seriously get over urself :)

It doesn't make u a star that i called u, u noe. And it doesn't make u hot. It makes u a loser, because u can't even handle a small issue, and ur bugging a man who doesn't even get wad ur retardedly trying to say in your texts. He's also not interested in having a relationship with you although you told him you are interested. Please, for your own sake, have a bit of pride. It comes from loving yourself. And if that's hard to do, I'm sure you have friends around you like that timonbobo chick wtf is her name...

OH. Speaking of friends! I have to tell you the funniest name ever, her name is Takunbo Fag-smth. Obviously I can only rmr the important parts of the name. So the faggot is actually a fatass nigerian chick ( fatter than me! ) and she actually got so mad that I "attacked" Akay - because Akay has a right to fuck any man she wans, u see, that's wad she thinks - anyways, so she commented on my pic with Amz:
"FAT COUPLE. WOW. COOL".

Following this, my disgruntled boyfriend deleted her from his facebook. ( I would be mad if I was Amz cos i'm not fat if I were Amz ). She msged him:

"Did u delete me because of my comment? Haha. Start to accept the facts. I hope your insecure wife o gf o wadeva stops calling Akay"

1. I'm fat and my boyfriend is not, is your english retarded or your brain just is, generally?

2. Even if I'm fat, you're fatter. HAHA. LOOK WHO'S THE LOSER NOW. I'm slim next to you, u great walking globe. Teehee. Go donate sum oil.

3. You're tryin to protect ur friend or get her killed? LOL. Ur not in Kuching and yes I would listen to you, rite? I'm all for homosexuals but you are a stinky fag. And Takunbo makes u sound like Timon and Pumba. ( tats cute, i noe )

4. I called Akay one time, does the stupid fuck not know how to count? LOL. If I "keep" calling her, I'm definitely not mad; mebe i'm hitting on her. But I'm only into chinese chicks like Ollie and Aliey and Veron, sorry.

It's interesting how this happens. It's like I wan to shoot through a metal door and the bullet hits the door and falls off...a few seconds later, the whole metal door collapses. It's totally wad i didn't expect.

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I just felt I had to blog about it because it was interesting to me how many mentally challenged people are out there *shakes head*. I also felt I had to tell her "it's no big deal, dun shove a stack of pringles up ur pussy jus cos I called u, okay? I didn't know your brain was so weak, so I'm sorry I scared the dignity out of you."

"Victimised one", just respect others and maybe you have an equally privileged chance of being respected too :)

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Times are boring now...AND I HAVE TO START PULLING UP MY SOCKS FOR SCHOOLLL!!! :D

Am still selling some second hand clothes from Ollie, Steffi, and Aileen. If you people are interested, then leave a comment in my tagboard so I will post up pictas!

*MWAHS* will update again soon!!!

Boot Sale - Just not in the boot.

2009-10-06T19:51:00.001-07:00

Of course I will update about serious and real things lor, ( pending posts ) but am still trying to clear closet space!!!

MORE STUFF GOIN AT MAD PRICES!!!

JT-Summer Love

Spring Collection 2008, Urban & Co.

Details: Floral detailed halter, fits size 2, high quality hybrid-cotton, stretchable material with side sash, low neck.

Worn ONCE for CNY only, bought for RM98.

now selling @ RM20

-SOLD TO LUCIANA-

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Nautical Way

A Nautica Original, frm KLCC.

Details: Short skirt, thick linen material, gold frayed hem, fits size M.

Bought for RM230, worn 3 times, selling @ RM20.

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Oriental Vogue

( still available )

An elegant yellow silk dress, inner satin lining, smocked back for better fit, back sash, knee-length. Vibrant colors with a day-night design; ( worn once to a friend's wedding ) - ~~RM89~~ RM25.

Oriental princess inspired details, adjustable straps.

Gathers at the back, pure silk.

I love this dress :/ i just have no where to wear it to already...as I don't go out much anymore.

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Am also helping Ollie sell her never worn/minimal worn clothes...

ALL BELOW RM20!!!

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Tu Es Jolie - French Pretty Girl.

Details: Victorian detailed lace-up cleavage, stretchable cotton, winged flowy sides, True color in photo #2.

French Gallery collection, bought @ RM80++ ( worn below 3 times )

NOW SELLING @ RM18!!!

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French Vanilla

Details: Stretchable nylon, rosette lace & gathered empire for better curves, strings can be tied cross/halter to your liking.

Also from the French Gallery collection, bought for RM80++,

NOW SELLING @ RM18.

-SOLD-

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Winter '09

Details: Stretchable nylon, adjustable gathers down the front & left shoulder. Incredibly sexy and elegant.

NOW SELLING FOR RM18

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Faery Dust

True details; sparkling fibres embedded into gold chiffon, gold wavy hem.

Details: Cream gold top, cross-back/spaghetti top, inner cotton lining, outer chiffon lay with gold fibres and mono ruffled hem.

Fits XS/S - M; NOW SELLING @ RM20

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ZARA

Details: Satin lined scarlet dress, stretchable cotton, palm leaves print.

Sophisticated yet simple top for a night out or even during the day.

Bought from KL, NOW SELLING @ RM 25.

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Wild Wild East

Details: Modernised kimono, lined with leopard prints, material is soft stretchable cotton, with chiffon leopard print ruffles at the lower left.

NOW SELLING @ RM18

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Urban Chic

Details: Slim fit/cut dress, black and white prints, knee length, high-quality cotton.

NOW SELLING AT RM25.

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Candy Pop

Front View

Back View

Lace and ribbon lace-up detail.

Mad cute top, vogue with blue polka dot prints, laced-up back.

Fits XS/S -M.

SELLING FOR RM15 ONLY.

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Babeygirl

This dress may look a bit funny when it's lying down like this lor *tilts head*.

BUT! it's actually the cutest thing ever. I've a few photos of Steffi in this dress lor, let me show you!!!

Sassy lor. Steffi's the official model since I have photos of her in it!

This dress is now selling for RM18.

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Bombshell

Miniskirts Galore

Design #1; Indian Summer - Denim skirt, fits size M, frayed details, ribbed in the front.
( most top in first photo )

Design #2; Island Kiss - faded denim skirt, fits size S, sapphire and clear stone studded.
( most bottom in first photo )

Design #3; Ed Hardy voodoo - dark denim miniskirt, graffiti details. ( size M )

Close up of Design #1.

All miniskirts are RM20 each :)

If you buy more than 1, it's RM18 each.

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Soulja Girl

Details: Cotton, army green halter, zippable neck/cleavage, fits XS, S/M.

Zip detail.

Attituded print.

This halter top is RM14 ONLY.

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Blue Raspberry

Front and back view.

Details; Cotton tank, entwined back, vibrant prints. Mint condition.

This top is RM15.

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( MORE TO COME, ALL CLOTHES WILL BE POSTED BY THIS EVENING ).

Cleanin out my closet - Part II updated

2009-09-21T08:34:00.000-07:00

Cleanin out my closet - Part II

Firstly and firstly, THANKS SO SO MUCH...to my babes who've supported and bought the stuff i put out on sale last post!!!

( *ahem* i wrapped it up with my own heart and soul, okays! )

...within just a few days, i've sold ALL except! :-

Oriental Vogue

Details: Satin, inner petticoat and lining, adjustable straps, fits S-M ( knee length ).

Bought for RM89, worn ONCE only to Melissa's morning wedding reception.

Now selling for RM25.
This same dress was spotted @ catinabowl.blogspot.com for RM58, earlier this year.

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Guetta: Paris Yellow Light

Details: Cotton, yellow tube dress/top, smocked back, fits size S-M.

From Crowne, New Arrival - July 2009.
Bought for RM69, worn ONCE to Soho.
Now, selling for RM25.

-SOLD TO POOJA!!-

Bought it wen i was mad about Vogue's The Yellow Tube Dress, Summer 2009...

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and NOWWWWWW, i've found more stuff to sell!!!

okay, initially there was even more stuff than this...but some were sold before I had a chance to post em :)

Nautical Starlet.

Original Nautica skirt, bought for RM230 @ Nautical Way, KLCC...

Worn less than 5 times, now selling for RM20.

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Summer Kiss

Details;

white cotton dress, adjustable straps and smocked back for comfortable fitting, back bow.

Bought @ Spring for RM59, worn on 3 occasions.

NOW RM25.

Knee length, inner layer for comfort, and totally multifunction and wearable!

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Urban Tropics

from Urban & Co., purchased for RM89.

Details; Halter neck blouse, stretchable cotton, long sash/bow, bareback, fits S-M.

Worn on 3 occassions only...now selling for RM20.

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Also, by now we know i have a tendency of buying shit i never use :)

Like a wig.

Bought this wig about 2 mnths back for RM65 ( yes it was another compulsive buy ) - but it turned out too long for my liking! i dunno how to deal with long hair! ...and YEA FINE, honestly i dunno how to put the goddamn thing on either =/

Am selling this brand new wig (never worn) for RM30. ONLY.

Reaches your lower back, layered, dyed ash brown. Material is syntetic, very much like real hair.

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Againnnn, ways to contact me: 0168882616 OR naquarius.yen@gmail.com

for try-ons, inquiries, purchase, just give me a call/text/mail.

THANKS!!!

Closet Revamp.

2009-09-16T23:51:00.000-07:00

SO, given no choice now that I have to be clean, responsible and organised ( am a girlfriend-fiancee now you see, and I'm taking my boyfriend seriously )...I finally embarked on the journey no one else wants to take -- through my closet stuff.

Needless to say there is a lot of shit in there lor.

Shit that I've bought but never wore, shit that I don't recognise ( seriously is it mine?! *thinking face*...but i don't steal clothes, but WTF IS THIS?! did i seriously buy this?! *frown* but this looks like fuck... ) Even shit that I've bought and worn and can't understand how on earth I could have been possessed to think it was hot.

I have 3 big laundry trolleys of clothes I want to throw away/sell/donate.

I need to make space for the new!

Am selling a few good pieces of clothing that are still selling in stores;

Dress Going #1

Macadamia Lindt

Details: White satin halter dress, smocked back for better fitting, fits size S-M.

From: Absolutely Dress Gallery , new arrival - August 2009.

Bought for RM98, worn ONCE only as stage dress for Lim Kok Wing's drama musical.

~~Selling for~~ RM40 only.

-SOLD to Forgetitbar Angel-

This dress was also debuted at the Breeze Magazine Official Launch @ Victoria Arms, Kuching.

I like it very much, I just have nowhere worthy to wear it to, seeing as I have quit the party and going-out scene =/

I find it seriously cute n classy.

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Dress Going #2

Guetta: Paris Yellow Light

Details: Cotton, yellow tube dress/top, smocked back, fits size S-M.

From Crowne, New Arrival - July 2009.

Bought for RM69, worn ONCE to Soho.

Now, selling for RM25.

Bought the dress when I was so nuts over Vogue Summer 2009's yellow tube dress. Obviously I could only find one that was vaguely familiar for the Vogue look.

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Dress Going #3

East meets West; Venetian Kimono.

Details: Satin, venetian-detailed kimono dress, free-size.

Purchased from KL for RM75, worn ONCE to the beach.

Now selling for RM25.

-SOLD-
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Dress Going #4

Creme Gold.

Details; Satin, ribbon halter dress, fits size S-M.

Bought for RM59, Bee Tai @ Sarawak Plaza.

Worn to 3 Soho parties only.

Now selling at RM25.

-sold to shaz-

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Dress Going #5

Oriental Vogue.

Details: Satin, inner petticoat and lining, adjustable straps, fits S-M.

Bought for RM89, worn ONCE only to Melissa's morning wedding reception.

Now selling for RM25.

This same dress was spotted @ catinabowl.blogspot.com for RM58, earlier this year.

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Dress Going #6.

Fushcia Rush.

Details; cotton, spaghetti dress, fits size S-M.

New Arrival @ Absolutely Dress Gallery, July 2009; bought for RM89.

Worn TWICE.

Now @ RM25.

-SOLD-

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Dress Going #7

Suave

Details: High quality cotton, adjustable straps, invisible hems, free-size.

New Arrival @ Inner Secret, December 2008; bought for RM150.

Worn on 3 separate clubbing occasions only.

Now selling for RM30.

-sold to shazzy-

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Dear All,

All photos above are not manipulated to alter the true color of clothing articles.

Dresses sold are in excellent/reasonably good condition.

Prices are not made in regard to market price, but in relation to period since purchase.

Items sold are not returnable.

**To contact me on purchase intention, inquiries, try-on, and meet-up, call/text 0168882616 ( Jillian ).

alternatively, e-mail me @ naquarius.yen@gmail.com

THANK YOU SOSOSOSOSOSOSOO MUCH!!! :D

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Every new chapter makes the story better.

2009-09-07T19:36:00.000-07:00

The new Russion Vogue chicks 2009 ;P

mad hot. i would totally be the hottest beach bride in this outfit!

OKAY!!

so i've totally decided as of the moment i pasted the photo above,

that i'm gonna be a Vogue bride.

I'm gonna be hot and couture.

AND SEXY, let's not forget sexy.

I should have a lingerie photoshoot for my wedding album.

*thoughtful face*

Russians are fucking hot.

Why was I not born a damn Russian?

Damnit.

It would be so cool to say I AHM FOM MOSCOW.

Even the name of the country makes u think snow and mafia.

and snow.

Russian chicks are the only chicks in the world that can turn me on.

This isssss a new blog and a temporary post :)

Teehee.

I will be back to blog.

Seriously.

This is not procrastination.

I have things to do!

SHE'S APHRODITE

A New Chapter

Dear Diary

Back from the undead

The Woman Learns Respect.

Boot Sale - Just not in the boot.

Cleanin out my closet - Part II *updated*

Closet Revamp.

Every new chapter makes the story better.

Cleanin out my closet - Part II updated